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Heeey people!
I'm not dead yet. I've just been really off the art mood lately - everything I draw feels like it's not enough or I just don't like how it comes out, so art has been next to zero the last few weeks. I guess it's part of the recovery feeling kind of off, but yeah. Trying to get back in the mood doodling little somethings, but I still feel kind of 'eh' about my art lately. Maybe it's just that I don't really know what to draw... Even though my to do list is practically endless pff. Motivation where are yoooou.
Honestly all my effort and focus have gone towards my post-surgery recovery. I'm having physical therapy 3 times a week and it's a little draining, but satisfying that with every session I can do more stuff. I can already bend my knee 90°, the stitches have scarred so I don't have to use any bandages, and I'm walking with only one crutch. It's still 2 weeks to go before I can get rid of the knee brace and walk completely independently, and I can't drive until then but hey, I can take public transportation now! Yaaay
It's going to be a couple of crazy weeks though - I haven't told you guys but my sister is pregnant (surprise, I'm going to be aunt!) and she's due anytime the next two weeks. So the entire family is on edge right now, myself included. Also first week of tests is next week and I have read only half of the papers and books I need to read for them haha *buries self in college papers*
About commissions because people have been asking - yes, I plan to re-open them soon. I just need to get back into art mood and figure out some stuff
And completely off topic - I've been watching the new TF: RID and even though I'm not keeping my hopes up with it, I fell in love with Grimlock. Precious giant metallic dinosaur
And I'm starting to watch Steven Universe because Tumblr got me curious about it and it's quite fun 
... And that's all? I think? Gosh my memory is a wreck right now I'm probably forgetting something and I'll remember as soon as I post this XD
Hope you guys are having a nice day/night/whatever time it is! Best of luck with everything and hugs for you all
I'm not dead yet. I've just been really off the art mood lately - everything I draw feels like it's not enough or I just don't like how it comes out, so art has been next to zero the last few weeks. I guess it's part of the recovery feeling kind of off, but yeah. Trying to get back in the mood doodling little somethings, but I still feel kind of 'eh' about my art lately. Maybe it's just that I don't really know what to draw... Even though my to do list is practically endless pff. Motivation where are yoooou.
Honestly all my effort and focus have gone towards my post-surgery recovery. I'm having physical therapy 3 times a week and it's a little draining, but satisfying that with every session I can do more stuff. I can already bend my knee 90°, the stitches have scarred so I don't have to use any bandages, and I'm walking with only one crutch. It's still 2 weeks to go before I can get rid of the knee brace and walk completely independently, and I can't drive until then but hey, I can take public transportation now! Yaaay
It's going to be a couple of crazy weeks though - I haven't told you guys but my sister is pregnant (surprise, I'm going to be aunt!) and she's due anytime the next two weeks. So the entire family is on edge right now, myself included. Also first week of tests is next week and I have read only half of the papers and books I need to read for them haha *buries self in college papers*
About commissions because people have been asking - yes, I plan to re-open them soon. I just need to get back into art mood and figure out some stuff
And completely off topic - I've been watching the new TF: RID and even though I'm not keeping my hopes up with it, I fell in love with Grimlock. Precious giant metallic dinosaur
And I'm starting to watch Steven Universe because Tumblr got me curious about it and it's quite fun ... And that's all? I think? Gosh my memory is a wreck right now I'm probably forgetting something and I'll remember as soon as I post this XD
Hope you guys are having a nice day/night/whatever time it is! Best of luck with everything and hugs for you all
RIP laptop + more
My laptop died on me today DX I'm just really bummed because I had just gotten new fans and heatsink and had it repaired and all that and just days later it dies on me, and Samsung tech service goes "yep so we kind of fucked up the motherboard when we placed the new fans but since your laptop is 4yo already, we're not going to take responsibility for it or put it under warranty so if you want a fix you need to pay 700+ usd (:" uuuuuugh.
Now I need a new laptop because I HAVE to have one for college, and for my freelance work as well. Right now I'm using the house's old tower which doesn't support all of my software, and I need to figure out
Been a while
Oh god, I haven't logged in on here for a long time. I AM ALIVE. I'm really sorry for the long absence, and for the lack of art-posting here. 2016 was one crap of a year, dealt with so much bullshit including bad depression, anxiety and lack of motivation in general, and college kept me so frigging busy I barely even had time to go out and have fun, less so make quality art. Aside from my own courses I was also a teaching assistant (and that was the fun, relaxing part of the semester lol. My classes got me so stressed out I'm so glad the semester is over.) Made fashion/textile design which I never thought I would do but HEY I DID, organized t
College again, and other things
Hi everyone!
So, my summer vacation is over. Meaning, new semester has started. Not looking forward to waking up early on weekdays lol, but I did take some fun classes (some other not really my thing but they're necessary) - like I could finally take Character Design hnnngh :heart:
The beginning of the semester also means I will be busier... but busier does give me more motivation to do art anyway. My motivation was kinda meh during the summer, but making slow progress from the utter lack of will to do anything at all I had 4-5 months ago. My health has improved as well, and I'm still going to therapy every week to get things together and b
Commissions open again!
Hey guys!
I'm back with commissions once again. You all know my price sheet is on my front page, but here it is anyway if you want to take a look:
And for more updated info (about extra fees, what I draw and do not draw, etc) you can see the full post on my tumblr: http://marazure.tumblr.com/post/137700139410/marazure-all-commissions-listed-include-basic
I'd rather not have my DA inbox with commission notes, so if you have any questions or want to order a commission please feel free to contact me via email addressing to maraparkert@gmail.com
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Glad you getting better and congrats for your sister! ^____^